I got home last night and not five mins later there was a knock on my door..it was my friend Heather and she asked me if I wanted to see my son because she had him in her car and he had been trying to call me all day and was upset that he couldnt find me or get thru on my phone.... She told me that he really wanted to talk to me and he would do it outside. So I reluctently agreed and went out to see him.

He told me Happy mothers day... and his fear of how I would react to him made him a bit defensive and I could tell he was very scared to talk to me and I told him to quit witht he defensive ways and just talk.
He told me that he missed me and that he loved me and that he is fine. He also told me that he is turning himsefl in today. * He has a warrant* and that when he is done serving his time he is going to move to Las Vegas and try to make it out there doing whatever he can to get a life away from Lancaster.
he told me that he doesnt mean the things he says most of the time, he just doesnt know how to react.
When they left he hugged me and told me he loved me and asked if he could call when he got to where he was going.
I told him I wish he would and that I hoped he found himself where ever he went and I hoped that he makes it.